Changes bring Change?

Almost 20 years of my life have passed and I want to go through and mention all the things I absolutely love.

1- I love running. I use to go running so often and haven't ran for about 8 months now and just started up again. I am so out of shape and after 8 months of not doing any physical exercise it is really hard to get back where it is easier to run farther distances. I will get better as I keep running though I just need to keep at it!

2- I love grapefruit juice. Every morning when I wake up it's the first thing I go for. It's the only thing I want in the mornings I absolutely love it.

3- I love having my bed made. I will not leave my room until my bed is made. My Grandma tells me as long as your bed is made then the rest of your room looks that much cleaner even if it's not clean. That is one thing that has stuck with me and is the absolute truth. A room just isn't clean without having a bed made and it makes it all look less messy when it is.

4- I love laughing until your sides ache. I have been doing more of this than I have in a long time and it is doing my abs some good. I am making memories that anyone brings them up and I just start cracking up. Not just little laughs but the can't breath, tears coming in your eyes kind of laughs. It's amazing.

 5- I love spies. I have come to this fascination with spies and their capabilities and have watched so many spy movies in the past month it's unbelievable. I have even read 3 spy books! Plus researched them and well I love spies.

6- I love things to smell good. I am obsessed with keeping my room and my clothes and me smelling good at all times. Since moving to Arizona my room smells like Vanilla while my clothes smell like lavender and I smell like black amethyst. These smells are constantly changing but everything has to smell good at all times.

7- I love long socks. A couple of years ago I found a new love for long knee high socks. I now have quite a collection and get some every year around Christmas time. They are so warm and cute and they cover feet!!

8- I love goldfish. With a new years resolution of not eating sweets all year I have become addicted to goldfish and my source to eat when tempted.

9- I love lilies they are so beautiful and remind me of home. One summer all our neighbors decided to plant orange lilies and so as you walked outside you saw these beautiful flowers all over the place.

 

10- I love playing cards. I will just sit there forever just shuffling cards to get better but if someone will play with me I am always open to playing card games. 

As for my goal I really wasn't so hard on myself and learned more to just laugh at myself and be okay with me. I really am important even if others don't see it at times and being positive about myself makes it so much easier to be positive about others.

My next goal is going to be a goal that I am already working on to be more patient with situations and people around me. Me not having a job makes it so that sometimes being patient is hard especially patiently waiting for a job. Things will end up working out for the best I know that.